août 2009
4 billets
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Sorry Doesn't Cut It
I had to fight off my emotions today like I was fighting for my life. I think at one time I actually swatted at the air thinking it was sadness trying to get to me. I don’t understand why people do the things they do and how they can somehow still fall asleep at night like it’s all okay. I want them to feel guilty, I want them to feel like the horrid, awful people that they are, but I...
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In Time
I don’t remember what day it is anymore, time is melted together like warm honey diffusing in tea. I’m not seeing or feeling time like I used to. It used to reign over me like it was the one thing that dictated my life. I suppose I owe the late night ER Veterinary clinical for this new set of eyes. Being in the midst of what I want, I seemed to have lost sight of what I want. I still...
See Like Me
It’s been a while since I felt that sting of affection, and now it’s like a swarm of bees. I’m still trying to decipher the symbols of lonliness from true infatuation. Can I possibly find some severe flaw and then finally know, it’s not meant to be? Other than the usual expectation that he does not reciprocate, I can’t seem to get him off my mind. Maybe if he...
D.O.A.
I’ve been at EVCOT (Emergency Veterinary Clinic of Tualatin) only two days into my clinical rotations and have already seen more death than an average month at my old clinic. Emergency and Critical Care has been my passion since I started Veterinary Medicine and now I’m getting a real taste of what it’s like. Sometimes it’s nothing, a little dog gets stung by a bee and...